Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Journal for class


            I appreciate that we spent time this week to deconstruct the rationale behind the broad readings and class topics. Once I was able to recognize that understanding the foundational paradigms will help me to be a more critical and effective social worker someday, I appreciated what I was learning. Although I knew this to be true before, it was a good reminder to hear in class that our western culture predominantly operates upon a positivist/ post-positivist paradigm. These paradigms have evolved through work and study of nearly all white, middle to upper class men, and therefore the scope of understanding can be limited. Nearly all the disciplines that own respect within the American culture derive from this orientation, and therefore stepping into the arena and operating from some of the alternative paradigms will cause friction. While the reality of this is somewhat intimidating, I find solace in the veracity that history is constantly evolving, and ideologies that were once contumacious are now generally accepted; such as the uprising of Protestantism that questioned much of the foundational beliefs of Scholasticism. Our focus in class on the evolution of Evidence Based Practice cultivated disappointment because in my opinion, it has moved farther from an empowering methodology that helps the marginalized to one that keeps power centralized for those who have status.
            As a social worker someday I will need to figure out what paradigms my ethics and morals align with, while also being aware of the paradigms that I am culturally forced to operate within. Someday I may be forced to work within a system that enforces Evidence Based Practice as doctrine, and I will need to comply with these standards. As a social worker I will need to decide when I can comply with the status quo, and when I may need to advocate for policy and paradigm change. The world is not stagnant, which is a beautiful thing, but it also brings challenges. If the paradigms and methodology upon which my practice is based are not bringing my society closer to equality and social justice, then I need to examine the assumptions that I am working for. Asking myself the questions that you presented in class will help me maintain conscientious practice: Who is it for, what is it for, and who determines the purpose and impact?



I want to be a medical social worker because it deeply burdens me to know that there are people, like the woman above, who are wasting because they are too poor and powerless to receive treatment for diseases that are completely treatable and often times curable. I think that the healthcare system operating within a free market system directly benefits those who hold power while it kills the millions of people who do not. A man named James Natchtwey took this photo. 

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Inequality

This is me ranting for a second-->




 I know I've said this before, but I want to reemphasize.


 I know that as an American my life is better than most of the world. I also realize that America is going through a challenging time right now. Millions of people have lost their jobs or taken serious pay cuts and are struggling to make ends meet. There are thousands of people living on the street, and countless children are hungry everyday. While these realities within our own country are disheartening, I still cannot begin to compare our hardships with those in impoverished countries across the globe. My soul aches for the people of Haiti who are at war with the cholera epidemic. A natural disaster killing a quarter million people was not the end of their story, the situation has continued to worsen as they don't have the sanitary infrastructure in place to keep their citizens healthy. It is a tragedy when the streets you are forced to live in are filled with a bacterium that can kill you unless you are able to receive rehydration therapy or antibiotics- which many people do not. And while Haiti's reality is striking and painful, their country is not an anomaly. Millions of people around the globe are victims of our global economy. These are the people who farm our coffee beans, sew together our shoes, suffer for our imperialism. Yes, as Americans we may struggle, but most of us do not understand the true depravity that the rest of the world experiences on a daily basis. For them, there is no escape. So as we pray for our lives to once again feel comfortable, please keep in mind those whose lives may never know comfort. 

God's love does not have national boarders. 


Photo by James Nachtwey

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

La Casa

¡Hola!

Today i'm writing from:
Park Avenue Cafe- Downtown Portland

If you live here or attend PSU and have yet to discover the delectable treats and smooth grinds of park ave, then you are missing out. Do yourself a favor, and come visit!


Today I share with you some interior decoration inspiration


Spiral staircase and pink lounge? Yes

I'm in love with this rustic light fixture

Mixture of texture and Mona Lisa <3

this flat is a bit modern for my taste, but you can't beat floor to ceiling windows- with a view. 

I love the mix of molding, fur throws and books

These are my latest infatuation- with my complete lack of domestic capabilities i'm wondering if i could keep one alive- maybe it's time i splurge and take the chance. A little more oxygen in the apt wouldn't hurt.

If you know me, you know i have this weird thing for elephants and I like the painting as well as the mix of wood and stone and the sexy red leather chair. mmm






Hope you all have a cheerful day. 
As for me- spanish homework. 

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Oh you Pretty things

Weekend Warriors, take a break and take in some pretty things:


Pretty RAD pool.
Gotta hand it to people who theme their aquatic features

Incorporating a swing into a gorgeous living space... 
Pretty magnificent

Pretty Delicious breakfast

Pretty mixture of dark and moody with festive



The roommate and I have had a great weekend. friday night consisted of board games and drinks with the girls and Saturday night brought me to the PSU basketball game- and we won!- and then a night enjoying the company of two handsome germans. all-in-all can't complain about a pretty fantastic weekend. Time to start learning again... 

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Township Tuesday

Hello Comrades! 

I want to share with you a little something I'm in love with...
FroYo from Swirl over on SE Hawthorne. It's self-serve and you can mix all the flavors and toppings

My treat tonight included a mix of the berry and plain tart yogurts with rasberry, blackberry, strawberry, brownie bites, and m&m's on top. Jealous?? I bet.. 

Friday, December 31, 2010

Adios Twenty-Ten

2010 was an obscure year, so many ups, downs, and turn-arounds... all in all, I'm so grateful for those people who have made my life so great! Here is a short photo journal of my year-


I tried to cook 
I got a puppy, Mr. Dexter aka weiner
Spent time in Seattle with Fay and Jane
Visited Arches National park in Moab, Utah
Went to the mountain
Celebrated being accepted into the BSW program
(so i can learn to fight w my brains since my muscles obviously aren't threatening)
Found a sign that speaks straight to my cheese-burger loving heart
Enjoyed the beauty of being home
Was a bridesmaid for my roommates wedding!
Attended a few other weddings, like that for Mrs. Reeher
Spent the summer with my best friend
Rode Harley's with my Poppie and cousin MJ in Texas
And went to the Cowboy's stadium
Sister-friend Linae came to stay with me


With so many highlights and lovely travel experiences I cannot say that 2010 was bad, but here's to making 2011 even better! 

The Earth is a Satellite of the Moon

The Earth is a Satellite of the Moon


Apollo 2 cost more than Apollo 1
Apollo 1 cost plenty.


Apollo 3 cost more than Apollo 2
Apollo 2 cost more than Apollo 1
Apollo 1 cost plenty.


Apollo 4 cost more than Apollo 3
Apollo 3 cost more than Apollo 2
Apollo 2 cost more than Apollo 1
Apollo 1 cost plenty.


Apollo 8 cost a fortune, but no one minded
because the astronauts were Protestant
they read the Bible from the moon
astounding and delighting every Christian
and on their return Pope Paul VI gave them his blessing.


Apollo 9 cost more than all these put together
including Apollo 1 which cost plenty.


The great-grandparents of the people of Acahaulinca were less
   hungry then the grandparents.
The great-grandparents died of hunger.
The grandparents of the people of Acahualinca were less
   hungry than the parents.
The grandparents died of hunger.
The parents of the people of Acahualinca were less 
   hungry than the children of the people there.
The parents died of Hunger
The people of Acahualinca are less hungry than the children
   of the people there.
The children of the people of Acahualinca, because of hunger,
    are not born
they hunger to be born, only to die of hunger,
Blessed be the poor for they shall inherit the moon.


                               Leonel Rugama, Sandinista, 1949-70




Photos by JAMES NACHTWEY

I realize that this poem will make some people roll their eyes... thinking that linking these two things comes from this idealistic, liberal concept of social justice or something. But I think it is a good reminder of the disparity in this world. We place more value on exploration of the moon than we do on the lives of people who are dying of preventable diseases and hunger. The last line uses a bible verse, but of course switches out "for they will inherit the kingdom of God" to "moon". This is powerful for me, because I believe that if we are truly to model our lives after Christ, we should believe in the equitable distribution of goods... this is contrary to the capitalism model. And while I am forced to thank capitalism for my posh life here in the U.S. I must also come to terms that my good fortune is built upon the exploitation and death of people across the globe. 

Its just something to think about...